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Mental Health Day

Damn my sleep schedule!!! *groans* Yep, it is 7 a.m. and I am wide awake.

Today, I am taking a Mental Health Day. I have all my marking done and stuff prepared for today, so I called in a sub. Even my support worker told me to take some time off. She's encouraging to take Monday off too. *laughs* Hey, isn't this backwards? Me saying "no, I can't" and the people I work with saying, "Don't come into work". Hey, wait a minute... *grins*

I'm usually very good at hiding what I am feeling. Such as, even my support worker who works with me every day, didn't see a difference. I'm still irritable. I think it is taking all my energy not to snap at people, and that's why I am so tired. I'm still binge eating. For example, I had a blueberry bagel yesterday. Then nothing for lunch (there was a vigil for my student... yes, it's still dragging on). Then a pasta microwave dinner at 4p.m. with 4 granola bars. That made me very nauseous. And then I topped it off with some Cheetos and peanut butter cups at around 10 p.m. Yep, not a single vegetable. Kind of weird for a vegetarian....

So, the game plan for today....

Good question. *grins*

I would like to do a bit of shopping. I would like to go out for lunch with hoo_baa_joo (I've been grumpy and he's been nice enough not to say anything *grins*). I need to start practicing my tenor sax since the first rehearsal for the musical is tomorrow, and I haven't played the sax in 5 years. *grimices* I may pick up a tanning package to mute my pasty whiteness and to starve off this heredity disease known as "depression". *sighs* I have an appointment to get my hair trimmed at 3:30 p.m. And, I really should clean my room. The piles of junk is level with my bed. *runs away in fear*