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Getting back into the blogging groove

When one procrastinates for so long, where does one begin? Actually, I have tried to clean and spray down the lovely stains that the chihuahua loves to leave in the computer room, and I think that it actually may be breathable in here once again...

I went to the City for a weekend to do my usual teachery things. I belong to MASTARS (Manitoba Association of Secondary Teachers teaching At-Risk Students, or something to that effect) and this years topics involved things such as Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder, Schizophrenia, ADD/ADHD, boys do not get enough emotional attention in schools, cyberbullying, and more. I love going to this conference. Not only is it rejuvenating, I actually get to talk to teachers that are doing the EXACT thing I am doing. Which, obviously, is rare. Plus, the food is good. *laughs* We had a comedian as well for lunch entertainment. One thing about this group of professionals, we embrace dark humour. Sometimes, you just have to laugh, or you end up crying.

God gave me 3 things:
1. Suicidal tendancies
2. procrastination

I'm so upset. Life isn't worth living. I'm going to hang myself in the basement. But I have no rope. I'll go get some rope tomorrow. Then I have to get my affairs in order. And then I'll..... Hey, look, a shiny red bike.

I almost pissed myself laughing. I bought my man some pants and Baby J a Magna-Doodle type toy, and headed home.

Fast forward to Halloween. *grins* My favourite time of year. I got my Halloween present from my Momma (skeleton lights). aolfe and Happygoth got me the neatest thing: a Buddha Stone. It is a slab of stone that you can paint on with water. The water eventually evaporates, and you are left with a blank slate. Like a spiritual Magna Doodle. Uber cool. *nods* Got almost 70 kids for Trick-O-Treating, no eggs nor toilet paper on my property, and a sugar-shocked kid.

On the personal front, life is... okay. The Paxil is doing its job, I suppose. I no longer have the insane, spiralling downtimes. It's more contained in the "meh" or "blah" state of mind. But, that is fine. If I ended up being perky, I may have to reconsider the whole not-wanting-to-kill-myself phenomenon. *grins* Oh, that dark humour again.

Also, I'm feeling slight sexually anorexic. That right... in other words, not feelin' the groove. I sometimes wonder if it is the meds, but in all honesty, this is the first night in a really long time that I have stayed up past 10 p.m., and I have been fighting off germies. Damn students.

Um... I guess that concludes my reimmergence into the blogging world... and how is everyone else?