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Sep. 14th, 2012

I don't know why, but I've been feeling angry for months. And I know I need to chill out. I can hear myself snapping at my son, or nit picking my husband.... It's almost like I'm watching it happen on a TV show, totally unable to control it.

I've gotten lazy and entitled. I get mad that my hubby doesn't seem to clean around the house. So, instead of doing something about it, I don't clean. I'm mad that he's away from home so much. But I don't pinch my pennies and tell him that maybe we shouldn't have got the quad, he doesn't need to work a second job, he needs to spend time with us. I'm angry that he and Baby J don't spend enough quality time together. Yet I'm guilty letting him zone out to his video games too. I'm mad that I've gained so much weight, but I continue to sit here and eat.

I guess I'll feel better about my life if I actually get off my ass and do stuff to fix my issues with my life. But I'm not there yet.

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