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It's Over

*looks in a mirror* My eyes look like they belong to a dope fiend.

Everything went smoothly. At first, I wasn't going to go through with it. He sat down, and as he was telling me of his day, it felt good to have him beside me, his warm hand on my leg. It felt comfortable. I cried: Skinner Boy didn't. We laughed and make a few jokes. He gave me back a food container and my house key, and I had bought him some Kleenex and a package of DayQuil/NyQuil, since he's been fighting colds off and on for about a month.

I'm totally rational. I know it was for the best, and it went along amazingly well. Then, without warning, I'll start sobbing for 10 seconds or so, and then stop. I'm not even here, I'm watching my face suddenly contort, the tears run down it's face, and then it stopping.

We hugged and I didn't want to let him go.

all over, concluded, terminated, done, done with, ended, executed, finished, fini

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(Anonymous)
Jan. 23rd, 2004 10:05 pm (UTC)
Coming from experience, you will probably go through many moments of insanity. This phase could possibly last for several, long, agonizing months, if not years.

The key is to a) get drunk b) get distracted and c) get drunk and distracted.

Let me know if you need any help in any of these key areas.

OperaQueen
dreamfilled
Jan. 23rd, 2004 10:07 pm (UTC)
*laughs* Hmmmmm..... not tonight, but some Tequila Therapy may be needed.

Mucho Gracias, Seniorita.

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dreamfilled
Jan. 24th, 2004 02:27 am (UTC)
*grins* Wow, with such compliments, I should break up with boys more often!

Thanks.
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dreamfilled
Jan. 24th, 2004 11:14 pm (UTC)
Good... I was kind of worried. *raises an eyebrow*
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dreamfilled
Jan. 25th, 2004 03:49 am (UTC)
Yeah, well... I still think that kiwis taste like strawberries.

*smacks lips* Mmmmm.... kiwis......
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dreamfilled
Jan. 25th, 2004 02:42 pm (UTC)
*pouts* That was not very nice.

*sends out legion of midgets whose specialty is to take out knees and kick shins*
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