*looks in a mirror* My eyes look like they belong to a dope fiend.

Everything went smoothly. At first, I wasn't going to go through with it. He sat down, and as he was telling me of his day, it felt good to have him beside me, his warm hand on my leg. It felt comfortable. I cried: Skinner Boy didn't. We laughed and make a few jokes. He gave me back a food container and my house key, and I had bought him some Kleenex and a package of DayQuil/NyQuil, since he's been fighting colds off and on for about a month.

I'm totally rational. I know it was for the best, and it went along amazingly well. Then, without warning, I'll start sobbing for 10 seconds or so, and then stop. I'm not even here, I'm watching my face suddenly contort, the tears run down it's face, and then it stopping.

We hugged and I didn't want to let him go.

all over, concluded, terminated, done, done with, ended, executed, finished, fini